the end of the year
im too lazy to make those recap 2024 vids so heres a summary of how my year went this year started off almost quite badly - i had a major fight with one of my family members for three months until i finally gave in and reached out to that person first. during the three months life felt so incomplete and wrong, i starved myself since i refused to get out of my room, i felt trapped inside my own house, i became gloomy and i hated myself more than anything else. thats when i knew and thought, “how long am i gonna live like this?” so i made up my mind and talked to that person again - i asked for some money. its not life if theres no ups and downs. this year, i made more friends, read more books, grew my followers on twitter, hung out with my loved ones frequently, did all my hobbies, achieved more awards, made the right decisions, bought myself jjk merchandises, wrote more poems, cut off negativities and for the first time in my 17 years of living, i celebrated my birthday with my be...